Why do people feel so horrible when ther really isn't a reason for it. Today I felt like such a worthless person and I don't know why. I tried various ways to try to get better and the only lasting relief I got was hanging with my friend Ganay. But as soon as I get home I feel like crap again and I don't know why. I just want this stuff that makes me emotional to be over. I just want to be free and happy.