I've cracked. I just want time by myself. My body hurts and I'm tired and emotionally drained. All I want to do if cry because I'm getting shit from every angle. I'm either not available to be there for a friend, don't make time for people, or I'm not doing the things I'm supposed to when I'm home. Fuck I'm being pulled in so many different directions and its killing me. I just want to have a day to watch movies without any interruption and have no obligations. Honestly, I know it won't happen so I'll continue to be this way. Great.