And that's the reason. . .

There are still feelings but we have to work on ourselves. I finally understand it. I get doubts but I found out it was because I'm not as experienced with heartbreak as him. His heart has been broken many times and mine has been once- but not by...

Here at the wrong time?

Sometimes I wonder if I was born at the wrong time. Or even in the wrong place such as should I have been born on th east coast instead of the west? Another would be, should I have been born in the 30s so I could enjoy the 40s young and with style and...

Intuition or just have the same emotions?

What the heck is going on? Ever since the beginning I've had similar feelings at the same time without really understanding. Now I know that I was confused yesterday but now I'm more confused then ever on another level. So I thought I was feeling crap...

what's going on?

why do people fall for each other and then go, "oh wait. . . i don't know anymore." it could be so frustrating. it's all so confusing to me, "i'm falling for you- now i'm not". "i don't know why things like this is happening" seriously fucker! i'm...

Inner demons

Why do people feel so horrible when ther really isn't a reason for it. Today I felt like such a worthless person and I don't know why. I tried various ways to try to get better and the only lasting relief I got was hanging with my friend Ganay. But as...

why i'm here

this blog is for me to say what i what, whenever. i don't want to deal with stupid people and what they will think. i will never say my name or the names of people i will say reference to

my harsh realization

Life's great but seriously these stupid-ass speed bumps kill me! today i realized i'm that 10% of women that will end up alone. i'm 19 and already starting my fashion career. don't get me wrong, its fantastic, but love has never been on my side. i...