Cracked

I've cracked. I just want time by myself. My body hurts and I'm tired and emotionally drained. All I want to do if cry because I'm getting shit from every angle. I'm either not available to be there for a friend, don't make time for people, or I'm not...

How did I become this?

How did I become like this? How did I turn into the girl that dreams of you? How do I wake up seeing your face knowing its never going to be the same? How do I continue my days when everything makes me think of you?  Why can't I just move...

What I'm Left With

All I can say is I hate you. I hate your smile. I hate your hair. I hate when you call me 'Cute'.   All I feel is hurt. I hurt when I think of your smile when we laughed. I hurt when I remember playing with your hair. I hurt...

How do you explain that everyone's different?

  I'm a nanny and last week one of the little girls I take care of commented on my weight. Now I'm not the skinniest chick in the room but I'm not the biggest either. Out of shock I just told her that what she said was mean and shut her out. I wanted...